I still have people asking me about the skulls, I have them asking why skulls and I have people that are still super afraid on them.
The crystal skulls have brought me much energy and direction, while navigating through this life of mine.
I honestly cannot even remember what sparked the interest...but back in my former life when cash was not an issue i got the feeling. I got the feeling that I wanted a 5” crystal skull for each Chakra. Plus, after talking with my healer at the time, an obsidian one for grounding. Then I also decided I wanted one that was charged by an ancient skull. So I ordered a lemon sized clear quartz charged by the ancient Mayan skull Amar.
The first night I put all the skulls up on the mantle of my very grand bedroom fireplace it was like WOW. The energy was swirling around, and I was like “cool!” and pulled my blankets up with a mischievous look on my face.
Since that day, I have the ability to push though. I find that as I am a strong warrior spirit anyway, I look forward to the next layer on my onion. But since I have been working with the skulls, I find the process expedited.
If not for crystal skulls, I could still be sitting at a desk doing a job that paid really well but then just distracting myself with all the shiny things I could buy instead of actually living a fulfilling life.
That was back in 2013 the journey started, by 2015 I had moved through having cancer, a horrible breakup, and had left my job, sold the house with the fabulous bedroom fireplace and moved out to Port Burwell by myself.
I worked through all this just having skulls in my house.
Even though they brought me much happiness I never actually started to consciously work with them and meditate until last year.
Once I started doing the meditations my mind started to get blown. Aha moments all over the place and a better sense of direction.
What I do in my crystal skull meditations is pretty simple.
We drink some water that has been charging in the skull energy, it is served from a quartz singing bowl that is attuned to your crown chakra. We always play the bowl a bit at first to help charge the water.
Once we start, it is a guided meditation where I talk. I get everyone grounded and centred, then it is off to our souls rooms.
What that means is (I explain before we start) that you open a gate, walk down a path in your mind until you see a door. Once you see the door you go into a room. In the room is a chair.
Your job once you get to this point is to have a seat in the chair, once seated you ask for your download.
I call it a download as we connect this way with the skulls, as that is exactly what if feels like to me. There is a slightly different feeling for each person and it also depends on which of my many skulls you choose to hold on your lap during the session.
Some people get messages and see things, for others it is a deep relaxation where you go numb and your mind is blank. The later is actually one of my favorite experiences.
It leads to a week or more of aha moments. I interpret that as the information is going directly to your subconscious mind not your conscious mind.
As crystal skulls house beings of light that are tools to connect with your higher self and past lives, it is fair to say that having that all come into your conscious thoughts could overwhelming or even traumatic. So that is why it doesn’t happen that way.
Twice I have seen past life info in my conscious mind in meditation and it was not a pleasant situation however it was viewed with a level of detachment where I was just ok with it. There was no emotional connection to the memory. It did explain some feelings I have about certain situations in my life, which is perfect.
We sit in comfortable chairs as it is a rather intense form of relaxation that occurs. It sounds like an oxymoron but it is true. To be sitting up on a pillow on the floor would be quite taxing on a person with the energy involved. There are recliners, or zero gravity chairs available.
We do have our feet on the ground (when possible). As that has been my experience to have the most comfortable session.
It also helps when we are done for people to get back to the present moment and be ready to head home.
If your the type of person who is ready to start a more spiritual path, or you have already started and find meditation a struggle, I highly recommend attending one of my sessions.
You don’t have to pay to participate, you don’t have to own a crystal skull either. If you have one, you can bring it with you and charge the skull from the energy in my space and do the meditation at home.
I look forward to meeting more people and answering any questions around what we do.
So I feel like there are not a lot of former Roller Derby girls, with tattoos that ride Harley’s, that are also Reiki Masters and Psychic Mediums…
It’s funny, I love metal and ripping down the road on my motorcycle. I loved the intensity and the violence of my sport as well.
I guess if you look at it this way. My soul is old. Very, very old. My oldest life I have bits of memories from was during the Roman Empire and I was a gladiator.
I have viking memories and lots of other memories of war and passion.
On the flip side of that I am a former Vegan turned Vegetarian (just eggs), I am super sensitive to
Peoples energy and I have a pretty horrific past of child abuse, sex abuse, rape and other forms of violence, and yet here I stand.
I stand in my power as a survivor, I still have the fire in my heart but a very clear understanding of myself and this life as it all fits into the universe.
I am not a wishy washy person, I call it as I see it but I do try not to be harsh on people. We are all just here trying to learn something.
From my journey I understand how Reiki and Crystal Healing can help heal your soul.
Everyone talks about your mind or your body but that is all just the meat suit on your immortal soul.
We have been blessed to live in a time where if you can pull away from all the ego chatter and take a good look at yourself and see the hurts, acknowledge them, forgive your oppressor, forgive yourself and release it all and allow yourself to be free.
I believe that we chose our lives. We stood above everything and we looked down and said, I want to learn this, this time. So I want these people to be my parents. You knew what you were getting into and you knew you were strong enough to get there. Your badass and you got this!
It is my belief that we are here for a reason and right on the other side of the vail there are many souls, in transition. Our family, friends, people who just know us in some way who are here to look out for us. They try very hard to show us the way and help keep us safe.
I am very excited to be able to get clear messages from spirit for people, but know that it is all relative to why you’re here and what you are here for.
Tarot is good for day to day guidance, spirit uses the cards to help us understand our current situations and gives us things to think about for the future.
So I am sure people that have known me for a while are wondering when did I become Psychic and when do I start talking to dead people.
It is something that I have kept very quiet and tried my damnest to ignore most of my life.
In my last house I had to invite over a coven of Wiccans to clear and seal my home as I was unintentionally conjuring (calling in) spirits.
I would wake up at 2-3 am every night and feel someone standing over my bed.
I would roll over and say” Go away I don’t talk to dead people when I am trying to sleep”...
However I would never let them tell me anything. I would walk around all the time basically with my hands over my ears humming “I can’t hear you!”.
During that time I also had a relationship with a man who was a horrible liar.
He would lie and I always knew but I wanted it to be true so despite my intuition once again
I would walk around ignoring it. It was highly disturbing but I really wanted it to be the truth.
After the smoke cleared he admitted every time I questioned something that it was true and he was lying.
NEVER ignore your intuition...that was a painful life lesson for me.
I have had and worked with Tarot Cards since 1987. My Nanny (grandmother) was an intuitive and her mother read tea leaves.
It really had not occurred to me to read for others as with all the trauma and drama in my life I was only wanting to read myself and then I was not liking the answers.
I was pushed by horrible repressed memories to start doing “my work”in 2011.
I was treated by a Reiki Master Teacher/Crystal Healing Practitioner who specialized in doing Soul Retrieval. Soul Retrieval is when you go under (in a deep meditation) and look into your soul and help heal the old hurts.
We worked together for 3 yrs as frequently as once a week. Three hours a session.
As I moved through my healing I found that I wanted to help others and went through Reiki Training. I also work extensively with Crystals intuitively.
Once I started doing Reiki Treatments I was getting messages from deceased loved ones of my clients. I have had very strong clear messages come through during treatments since I started.
But as clear as the messages were during a healing I didn’t get much that I would listen too other then form my own personal spirit guides.
By this time we were chatting quite regularly.
In April 2015 I moved by myself away from everyone and everything I knew. I just had my little dog Lucy and my big black cat Dexter.
I moved an hour away from all family and friends to Port Burwell.
Living near the water has accelerated my healing, though it never seems to end. I think I have it sorted and then oh boy there is yet another layer to the onion.
I am at the point now where I have to belly up to the bar and deal. There is no more hiding.
In the past I have hid between exercising up to 18 hours a week from 1997-2011.
18 was high but if I only worked out 8 hrs I would be sending whinney emails to my coach asking for more.
After my endurance athlete phase I went to roller derby which was great but the universe hobbled me last year with a knee injury and I have been off skates ever since.
Since I am not able to escape all the chatter I am finally able to listen. It is not as scary as it sounds it just takes some getting used to.
Learning to set up boundaries and sealing my own home so that I only get my personal guides (who love me) and then the only others welcome here are for readings and healings and then they have to go home.
The readings have been going on since mid January and I am really happy.
I found a wonderful deck that is slightly off colour and so perfect for me.
The Tarot readings are bang on and the mediumship is coming along very nicely.
There are a few things that I am working to clarify as the messages from spirit are so important.
It is crucial that none of my ego or opinions taint the message. It is easier with strangers, as I know nothing and it's a clean slate.
I also find they have a familiar pattern of things they show me.
It is quite common for a particular flower to be shown.
Sometimes I get pictures, sometimes I get words, sometimes I feel physical symptoms of the person speaking to me ( not always the deceased).
Sometimes I open my mouth and what they want to say rolls off my tongue.
It is so intriguing and I really love being able to help people this way.
I am adding Readings onto my Services Page.
I offer phone, Skype, your home (within an hour drive or further if you can get a couple friends together)
or my home.
As I admit to learning even though my readings have been very accurate I am starting with a low introductory rate for the next while.
I had 9 readings on Sat so if the flow keeps up like this, the price will increase much sooner than later.
Thank you all for the support around this.
With Love and appreciation
My fur kids <3 They see them too LOL
I have been having a rather stressful time lately and I have found myself burning beeswax candles all over the house whenever I am home and awake. It is a good thing I sell these candles as I have an unquestionable hunger for their warm and glowing flame. As I realized that I was burning a great number of beeswax candles, I thought back to a time in the past where I was upset, and low and behold I recalled burning lots of beeswax candles then too.
Is it the negative ions or is it spiritual that the flame calls to our spirit guides and helps them see we need their company?
Either way, I am very happy to have many in my house helping me cope with life and its ups and downs.
I am adding small beeswax candles for magical purposes in many colours to my store. I will also be adding essential oil scented beeswax candles soon too.
Here are five useful facts about beeswax candles from my supplier's webpage (thank you CB).
Why Burn Pure Beeswax?
1) produce negative ions, which cleanse the air of dust, odours, toxins, and pollens, as well as harmonizing and balancing the human spirit.
2) are completely non-toxic, non-allergenic and non-carcinogenic. With its healthful negative ions and warm, halo glow they act like indoor air purifiers. Our beeswax candles are the cleanest burning candles that you will ever burn.
3) are longer burning than any other candles, including vegetable/soy waxes, costing only pennies an hour to burn.
4) burns with a bright, golden halo while exuding a natural aromatic, honey essence.
5) is proven to be beneficial for people who have allergies, environmental sensitivities or just too much stress in their life.
Most people who complain that candles give them a headache are experiencing effects from the toxins that they are inhaling from paraffin candles. Paraffin is the residue left from refining crude oil. Paraffin can cause central nervous system disorders, dizziness, nausea, slurred speech, drowsiness, irritation to the mouth, throat, eyes, skin, and lungs, kidney damage, headache, respiratory failure, ataxia, and fatigue. Beeswax candles are a great alternative for people with allergies or chemical sensitivity. Burning beeswax improves air quality, improves your sleep, and provides relief from allergies and asthma attacks.
Do you use beeswax candles? How do you feel afterward? Let me know in the comments!
Hi everyone, I thought as I am working on this site it would be a great time to answer the question, "Why skulls?"
Well at first everyone thinks its about being badass, as badass folks tend to be drawn to skulls.
It is actually not about that, though there is a similarity with those of us drawn to the skulls.
As is there a similarity with those who shy form them.
For me, the symbolism of skulls is as follows:
Everything with a soul has a skull. So the skull is symbolic of the shell that you walk around in.
It is to remind you that your soul is eternal. Its been here before and it will be here again.
The skull also houses your brain, the place symbolic to me of your ego. The ego is where you find how everything is wrong. It is where you take things personally and basically it is where all your misery comes from.
To see the skull as a symbol of your immortal soul and glimpse of your true power and potential, is very profound.
In my opinion those that I refer to as badass, are people who live their lives without fear. We do what we want and are not influenced by the opinions of others. We are not walking around fearful of death as we know that death is not the end it is simply a change of venue. This does not make bad people, we live though our hearts not our heads and are the first to not judge and be there to help you.
Not everyone who is drawn to skulls is that way but they can be once they truly understand the attraction and themselves at the soul level.
If you would like some recommended reading I would heartily suggest the 4 Agreements by Don Miquel Ruiz.
It is ancient wisdom and very simple.
There is much more I would like to say but this is my first blog ever... looking forward to some questions and some thoughtful conversations :)
Much Love and Light to you all