So I am sure people that have known me for a while are wondering when did I become Psychic and when do I start talking to dead people.
It is something that I have kept very quiet and tried my damnest to ignore most of my life.
In my last house I had to invite over a coven of Wiccans to clear and seal my home as I was unintentionally conjuring (calling in) spirits.
I would wake up at 2-3 am every night and feel someone standing over my bed.
I would roll over and say” Go away I don’t talk to dead people when I am trying to sleep”...
However I would never let them tell me anything. I would walk around all the time basically with my hands over my ears humming “I can’t hear you!”.
During that time I also had a relationship with a man who was a horrible liar.
He would lie and I always knew but I wanted it to be true so despite my intuition once again
I would walk around ignoring it. It was highly disturbing but I really wanted it to be the truth.
After the smoke cleared he admitted every time I questioned something that it was true and he was lying.
NEVER ignore your intuition...that was a painful life lesson for me.
I have had and worked with Tarot Cards since 1987. My Nanny (grandmother) was an intuitive and her mother read tea leaves.
It really had not occurred to me to read for others as with all the trauma and drama in my life I was only wanting to read myself and then I was not liking the answers.
I was pushed by horrible repressed memories to start doing “my work”in 2011.
I was treated by a Reiki Master Teacher/Crystal Healing Practitioner who specialized in doing Soul Retrieval. Soul Retrieval is when you go under (in a deep meditation) and look into your soul and help heal the old hurts.
We worked together for 3 yrs as frequently as once a week. Three hours a session.
As I moved through my healing I found that I wanted to help others and went through Reiki Training. I also work extensively with Crystals intuitively.
Once I started doing Reiki Treatments I was getting messages from deceased loved ones of my clients. I have had very strong clear messages come through during treatments since I started.
But as clear as the messages were during a healing I didn’t get much that I would listen too other then form my own personal spirit guides.
By this time we were chatting quite regularly.
In April 2015 I moved by myself away from everyone and everything I knew. I just had my little dog Lucy and my big black cat Dexter.
I moved an hour away from all family and friends to Port Burwell.
Living near the water has accelerated my healing, though it never seems to end. I think I have it sorted and then oh boy there is yet another layer to the onion.
I am at the point now where I have to belly up to the bar and deal. There is no more hiding.
In the past I have hid between exercising up to 18 hours a week from 1997-2011.
18 was high but if I only worked out 8 hrs I would be sending whinney emails to my coach asking for more.
After my endurance athlete phase I went to roller derby which was great but the universe hobbled me last year with a knee injury and I have been off skates ever since.
Since I am not able to escape all the chatter I am finally able to listen. It is not as scary as it sounds it just takes some getting used to.
Learning to set up boundaries and sealing my own home so that I only get my personal guides (who love me) and then the only others welcome here are for readings and healings and then they have to go home.
The readings have been going on since mid January and I am really happy.
I found a wonderful deck that is slightly off colour and so perfect for me.
The Tarot readings are bang on and the mediumship is coming along very nicely.
There are a few things that I am working to clarify as the messages from spirit are so important.
It is crucial that none of my ego or opinions taint the message. It is easier with strangers, as I know nothing and it's a clean slate.
I also find they have a familiar pattern of things they show me.
It is quite common for a particular flower to be shown.
Sometimes I get pictures, sometimes I get words, sometimes I feel physical symptoms of the person speaking to me ( not always the deceased).
Sometimes I open my mouth and what they want to say rolls off my tongue.
It is so intriguing and I really love being able to help people this way.
I am adding Readings onto my Services Page.
I offer phone, Skype, your home (within an hour drive or further if you can get a couple friends together)
or my home.
As I admit to learning even though my readings have been very accurate I am starting with a low introductory rate for the next while.
I had 9 readings on Sat so if the flow keeps up like this, the price will increase much sooner than later.
Thank you all for the support around this.
With Love and appreciation
My fur kids <3 They see them too LOL